50mg @ 10pm

Losing weight!

Nothing major today. My heart and breathing kinda messes up when i smoke though, never used to really happen before. My heart went slighty funky and had some sort of hyperventalation around 12.30-1am, gone now.
My moods been fine today.
H: w:4/10
B: 2/10
Bl: ~/10

7am insomnia

My hearts acting up again and im getting dizzy spells even though im lying down. Im too nervous to sleep and im wide awake even though im wrecked. I havent gotten many dizzy spells like this much... Apparently trapped wind can be mistaken for heart jumps.. Im farting like a maniac. Lets hope im getting it all out :'D
H: 5-6/10, now 2/10
D: 7/10

50mg @ 7pm

(Pic: dot where my brow used to end. Forehead baldness! I keep getting unexplainable urges to pull at my eyebrows and they fall out too easily)

Effects:
Heart awareness and uncomfortableness, trouble breathing easily. This lasted the entire day.
6-8/10

I got really stressed/worried for NO REASON. I wanted to cry but couldn't, i thought i was going to die from being so overwhelmed.
8-9/10.

BASIC

Diagnosed: October 2004, 25mg Eltroxin/Thyroxine. (TSH = ??)
Stop (what a stupid idea): September 2008
Return: February 2009, 50mg Eltroxin. (TSH = 197)
Aim For: ARMOUR THYROID, or alt. natural thyroid.

Side-effects as of Feb 09 (reference):
Less stamina, less energy, longer recovery period, chronic LGD, ST, feeling cold, inability to exercise, thinning outer eyebrows, dry hair, dry skin, air hunger, inability to concentrate, forgetfulness, foggy thinking, inability to function is relationships, inability to sleep, fatigue, breakout on chest and arms, dizziness, hives, exhaustion in every dimention, inability to work full-time, inability to stand for long periods, lack of motivation, crabby/irritable/intolerent of others, peeling fingernails, anxiety/worry, headaches, palpatations, heart awareness, tightness in chest.