Thursday, April 23, 2009

50mg @ 9:30pm


ive felt fine the past few days bar some little dizzy spells and heart spazzing, but i keep getting really anxious for NO reason. Not taking tablet tonight to see if it goes away tomorrow

Friday, April 17, 2009

50mg @ 9.30pm


No food taken with pill today. It got stuck in my throat or something, heh. My hearts been feeling weird since 6amish, on and off. I feel like im floating. I honestly feel like all this is going back to step one, like in january. I really hope my TSH hasnt risen again.. I have no money to go for a blood test next week ): that and i wont be near my GP

Thursday, April 16, 2009

50mg @ 9:30 - 10pm

Okay, so I survived yesterday morning, haha. I couldn't sleep for ages because I kept feeling like I was 'floating' and waiting for some sort of heart/lung/brian attack to come on at any second.. just a constant feeling of being on edge, it was horrible. I got to sleep and woke up again about 1 - 2 hours later and still kind of felt it, slept and woke up again and slightly still had it. No *major* complaints today since I took the tablet, except my heart and breathing feel ever so slightly off sometimes.
Yesterday:
H: 8/10
D/B/H: 10/10
Br: 8

Today:
H: 4/10
B: 3-4/10
D: 3/10

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

50mg @ 9:30pm


Getting lazy with this..

Been fine the past few days.
Been in a bit of a daze today, and just now i feel really faint. I need to sleep. Im so scared
..

Monday, April 13, 2009

50mg @ 6pm - 9pm

I keep forgetting to update!
Around every 24 hours after I take my tablet for the past few days I get breathless and very aware of my own heart.. it goes away after a while when I take the tablet.
I usually eat with the tablet now to avoid side-effects, even though I'm not supposed to :/
Some weird side-effects today; dizziness or a feeling like I am 'floating', it's too hard to explain. Trying to think of some words to describe something but it keeps escaping my train of thought kepps happening and it's annoying.. plus the fact I got REALLY aggrivated/irritated for absolutely no reason. My balance is all over the place today, I keep walking into the walls by accident.
The upside is that I'm starting to get some sort of sense of normality, slowly but surely. It's only started happening since taking food with the tablet.
B: 1-2/10
H: 1-2/10
D: 5/10
M: 2/10 worst: 8/10

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

50mg @ 8pm


Forgot to update!

Pill taken usually between 6 - 8pm the past few days, I can't really remember.
Sunday night I got the worst of it, my heart kept acting really weird the entire evening/night and I couldn't breathe properly, I honestly thought I was going to have a heart-attack. And it felt like there was a uterus replacing my brain (I can't think of any other way to describe it?), I kept having little jolty pains inside my head.
I think I'm pretty much getting back to normal (compared to February), I'm not AS spaced-out as I used to be last year but I'm more anxious than I used to be, I get random sessions of wanting to crawl out of my skin and sometimes still get confusion/spaced-out-...ness.
Nothing serious last night, except a little chest pain and anxiety, it went away after about an hour or two though.
I feel the best usually over 15 hours after I take my pill.

I usually only take my pill now with food (it says to take it in mornings before breakfast) because for some reason it doesn't make the side-effects come on so bad.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

50mg, skipped


I REALLY should take notice of times and symptoms and stuff.

I missed thursday nights dose, 50mg @ 4:45pm on friday and 50mg @ 4:30pm today. Nothing TOO bad, but my heart and breathing went weird.
H: 3/10
B: 3/10

Thursday, April 2, 2009

50mg @ 11:30pm - 12am


I seem to be getting betterish, heart and lung-wise. Its seem only when i think of them that i start to worry and make myself bad, like some sort of placebo.
1-2/10
My mind is still a mess. I just need distractions. Tonight i only calmed down after i took the pill but i dont know if it was that reason or because i was tired.. Time will tell.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

50mg @ 11pm


Taking my meds this late really isnt a good idea :)

Nothing major today, heart and breathing slightly went weird, i think its just from smoking. 3/10.
Im in an okay mood but reality is just starting to hit me. I still have ST's. Am i blaming my meds for head problems that mightn't even be related to eltroxin? Gyaa. Pass. 4/10