Last week I wasn't so good. This week feels weird.
VERY sick on Saturday, felt like my brain was not getting enough blood? I'm putting it down to taking 25mg Friday afternoon (along with some painkillers earlier in the day), then 25mg the next morning, and then another 25mg in the evening. But why would my body screw up even if I got the full 50mg on Saturday? Weird.
Last week sick; deprivity. Heart and breathing were acting very close to what Jan/Feb was like.
Yesterday and today I took the full 50mg between 8pm - 9pm, eat 30 - 60mins afterwards. Not really any side-effects yesterday, yay! But I got very... dizzy? Light-headed? I can't describe it.
The past while has been just making me think.. what's the point? This shit is getting in the way of everything so why even bother going through it? I'm sure a lot of other people with messy thyroids that wont get better are thinking the same thing.
Right now my head weighs a ton. Heart is fine, breathing is fine, but my brain just feels like.. it's not getting enough blood? Like my circulation is struggling? I feel kind of faint, but I don't feel faint, if that makes sense.
Okay, sudden sinus pressure. I feel very sloppy or woozy or clumsy or something. Can't sit forward, something is making me lie backwards in my seat.
Please make everything get back to normal!
